i was thinking about it today. what would i still wanna do if i died tonight and never woke up tomorrow?
definitely not any of my readings. hahaha and DEFINITELY not my ham articles which i am furiously writing now. i am having a supremely bad case of writer's block now, by the way. what can one write about flag anyway?? sigh. i am having trouble.
anyway moving on.
you know, there're really many things i still haven't done yet. things i'd wanna do at least once in my life.
i'd wanna travel to Europe. see the European castles and set my eyes on the places my Authurian tales speak so beautifully of.
i'd wanna hold my child in my arms and kiss her forehead.
i'd wanna go to the seashore with you and just listen to the sound of the waves lapping up onto the shore.
i'd wanna write a book in beautiful prose.
i'd wanna wake up with you next to me.
i'd wanna kiss you, just once.
i'd wanna hold your hand and not have to let go.
i'd wanna lie on your shoulder and close my eyes and feel so close.
i'd wanna go to Japan and Korea. and China, where my ancestors came from.
i'd wanna be a model.
i'd wanna tell everyone i love that i love them and show them that i do.
i'd wanna spend carefree happy days with my friends.
i'd wanna play sims2 with all the expansion packs.
i'd wanna be with you, if only for a day.
