whooooo boy. i'm drained!
and i'm getting damn stresssed. help! the stupid a-levels aren't till the end of the year. until then.
where am i gonna find the strength to carry on everyday? ..when i have to crawl out of bed each morning wishing i could sleep for just a little bit more.
i'm such a sleep-deprived/depraved kid. what's the difference between the two words? deprived. depraved.
went for the band concert last night at the esplanade.
i really liked the last two pieces!
the phantom of the opera and the little mermaid haha! :)
got home quite late for a school day at about 1130pm and finally went to sleep at 1230 without having done a single piece of productive work for the day. if this keeps up i just might fail my As! oh dear it's time to Buck Up.
woke up this morning with my eyes too swollen to put in my contacts so i had to wear my disgusting glasses to school.
i know, that was quite a vain comment.
but my glasses are really bent and squashed and out of shape! i've been sitting on it since my sec2 years so you can just imagine how badly distorted it really is right now.
and i think i'm going blind in my left eye. 'cause on top of the blurry vision you'd expect from a 325 degree prescription, colours seem duller too!
this means i gotta visit the optician very soon.
i spent today in a haze of tiredness. i couldn't see very much without my glasses on but that was okay since i was too sleepy to want to see anything anyway.
and i did my first mass PE in a month yesterday!
david tan asked me after PE whether i thought i could pass my physical fitness test this year and i mournfully told him no. he asked me equally mournfully "then how?" sigh i'm deaaadd.
but seriously they should just abolish PE. my entire body is aching like a truck ran over me. especially my thighs! the muscles from my butt to my thigh ache like HELL. and even the impact of the shoe hitting the ground when i walk makes me wince. it's such a sad sight.
and yesterday nafis said that our class's getting increasingly notorious.
dree said that now we're in a race with ad1 and ad2 for the 'most notorious class' label.
what??? since when??
to chelsa: ARGH! (see no distorted RAGH anymore. haha)
gonna rush through my econs tys mcq then maybe finish up part 2 of human geog tutorial before watching american idol results show. i love my american idol and survivor tv nights from wednesday to friday!
my tv nights are highly de-stressing.
met tri in town today to celebrate her end of blocks!
we watched Hitch FINALLY. and i think it was really quite a good show! there was this fat guy in the show who i could totally emphatise with.
you know like how sometimes you do stupid things just to get the someone who you like to sit up and notice that you exist. yeah.
like how sometimes you like someone and you just cannot help yourself even though you know it's a very retarded notion. YEAH.
and then there was the cynical girl who thought love didn't exist. i think i'm like that sometimes too 'cause.. i don't know it just seems that way. then look at what happens to her in the very end. she finds her someone and she's in love, yay we have a happy ending!
aiiites enough about the show even though i think it's a good show and it teaches you stuff everyone should know.
had dinner at crystal jade and i think what made me enjoy today was that i just enjoyed tri's company. as i alwaaaays do! :)
school today was quitee um, dreary. yeah.
that's 'cause it rained super heavily in school and i felt kinda cut off from the whole world. like the only real world that existed was school and the world outside was an illusion.
i get this feeling of isolation whenever it rains.
especially when i'm at home in my room.
i think the rain makes me a selfish person 'cause i always feel i'm the only one who really and truly exists whenever it rains. like i'm wrapped up in my own little world or something.
i think prince was the one who mentioned this feeling of isolation whenever it rains and i never realised i'd always felt this way until he'd brought it up in class.
there's a patch of dried blood on my leg now thanks to the lousy chairs in class. i scratched myself while kneeling and talking to someone and strangely enough it
aches now.
hmm i realised that i've used the word "existed" a gazillion times in this entry.
i should think about expanding my existing vocabulary!
school is KILLING me!!! i do not enjoy school anymore.
omg it's already 9pm and i haven't done a single scrap of work.
gloryoski! how dead thou is.
i don't really feel like blogging especially since this is a Brand New Blog and I don't particularly wanna start off by whining about how disgusting today went.
oh one plus point of the day: no double pe! :)) double pe was spent at acs-i watching the waterpolo match between ac and hc.
i hate surprises.
i hate surprising people and i think i may be starting to not like being surprised.
