when you're in a good mood, everything in the world seems just that much happier too. the sun seems brighter, the air smells fresher, the birds sound happier, even the rain seems more friendly. but when you're sad, the world seems like a much gloomier place. the sun seems to shine too damn brightly and too hot, the air is humid and stuffy, the birds' chirping grates on your nerves, the rain is bloody irritating.

i woke up on the right side of bed this morning and my day got off to a fantastic start. felt like dressing up a bit to complement my good mood. but as the day went on, my mood slowly started dipping and now i'm just like, alright whatever goes. even if you told me something completely shocking i think i wouldn't be able to react aptly cos i'm just too.. lazy to feel anything.

watched Money No Enough today. to be very honest, i didn't think it was that fantastic. i was quite frankly, perturbed by the depiction of the ugly Singaporean who only cared about 'saving face' in front of others. it was really quite disturbing to see the women wailing loudly over their dead mother only cos they wanted visitors to the wake to think they were filial.


don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away.

8:12 PM;