stats tutorial for tomorrow is KILLING ME. i am getting increasingly frustrated cos i'm stuck at the first bloody question and i'm so annoyed cos i think it's supposed to be easy. but i can't get it!!!!! frick man. ugh. i feel like ripping up my notes. they are SO NOT HELPFUL.

on a happier note, i feel a little placated by the fact that i didn't waste my entire night away! i finally got round to sitting through an mno webcast - this morning's one actually - and i thought it was pretty good. i feel rather accomplished for paying attention to the mno lecture for 2 full hours when i usually fall asleep in mno Monday morning lectures.

i think i'm gonna webcast all my mno lectures from now on. i absorb so much more and i function better at night too anyway. 1 mno webcast down, 3 more to go!!

and watching ANTM earlier on made me happy too. my Monday nights are always pretty good cos there's some semblance of normalcy akin to life before hall in the form of my weekly ANTM slots. NOT looking forward to tomorrow night and Wednesday night either cos it'll be so busy that i just thinking of it makes me stop breathing. tuition tomorrow night at home area - last tuition before Shermaine's econs exam on Wednesday. home area is bloody far from hall, and the best part is that i'll be training/bussing home cos Dad's gonna be in a meeting tomorrow evening. :( i hope he'll be done later at night or i'll have to train/bus back to hall again after tuition. but on the other hand, i don't particularly want him to drive me back so late cos i think he'll be damn tired. am conflicted!!

okay. one last attempt at stats tutorial before giving up and just flopping onto my bed to read a bit of stats notes for Friday's test before bed.

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