spent a large part of today in bed.. again.
cramps on Friday resulted in me skiving off meals, and since meals have become such a big part of life now in hall (ie. i've been eating a lot a lot a lot), my eating less has had a significant impact on my digestive system. i think cos my stomach's been used to constantly having a lot of food to digest, the skimpy meals the last few days have resulted in my stomach digesting itself cos i haven't been eating constantly. to cut a long story short, i've been having gastric on top of cramps. which is a first, cos i've been able to eat significantly less during my cramp days in the past without having to suffer through gastric woes as well. ohwell. changes in my body.
i feel so inspired to study now. my brain doesn't feel like it's been stuffed with cotton wool now, unlike this afternoon when i tried to study stats. shit lah, i think my body clock's been wound to enable me to best function at night. and FUNNY HOURS OF NIGHT, i might add. argh. but i gotta get up at 7am for mass tomorrow morning. and core meeting after mass and my grandma's birthday lunch at Serangoon Country Club after that and ohmygoodness my day's so packed tomorrow. come to think about it, my upcoming week's gonna be damn busy too. econs presentation on Friday, all the hall comm interviews somewhere along the week, IHG soccer tryouts on Wednesday and IFG netball games on Monday AND Wednesday (which, surprise surprise! i have trouble going for AGAIN cos Monday's game clashes with my film lecture at 6 and Wednesday game clashes with soccer trials) i am such a sucky vice-capt. :( and i can't believe i'm actually considering volunteering to be volleyball capt for IFG. but volleyball's so fun to play! i swear, i'm addicted to it. i accompanied Chelsa and Yisi to the trials last Monday and ended up getting hooked to the game and going for trials on Wednesday too just for the heck of it.
and..... i've cut my hair and i'm VERY UPSET about it. i look like a bloody mushroom now lah. argh. all i wanted was a trim to snip off all the split ends, and what did the lady do? she snipped off SO MUCH OF THE LENGTH and was more interested in promoting her shop's products than in cutting my hair. like everytime she brought up a particular problem with my hair (eg dryness due to colour, perm blahblah), she would put down her scissors and turn round to take the relevant product from the shelf, unscrew the cap and wave the bottle under my nose and ask me to smell it. like hello, how will smelling help?? and i think she always forgot how much she cut after she went off to get her product so she would start off cutting a lot again. i was perfectly happy with my long hair cos the weight kept the curls at bay, but now that it's shorter and more layered, my curls are totally out of control again. i cannot wait for my hair to grow out again. i really really can't. i'm never going there to cut again. from now on, i'm going to make an appointment with my regular hair stylist and make a point to go there even if it kills me to travel. i will NOT risk colouring my hair at that woman's place. speaking of which, i can't wait for my hair to grow longer again so i can colour AND perm it again cos both of the abovementioned are rapidly growing out.
shucks man i really want to start studying some stats but it's really late and i should be sleeping soon. oh and i can't believe i slept at a fairly normal time last night - 1130pm!! i was dead tired last night lah, i think enduring the cramps just sapped all my energy for the day even though i spent so much of yesterday in bed. and tuition just now was quite inspiring. i feel rather accomplished, even though i don't really have a concrete reason to feel that way. i think it's the feeling that you've managed to help someone understand something that you were struggling with yourself a year ago. it's a goooooood feeling i must say. and her parents gave me Raffles Hotel snowskin mooncake with crunchy chocolate bits inside and champagne-centred chocolate. heavenly, i tell you. i think another reason why i feel so accomplished is the fact that i've signed up for the comms in KR, for which applications close tomorrow night. i missed the first round of applications so i feel good that i've managed to sign up in this round.
okayokay i think i shall go sleep after reading a bit of my mno textbook. i think i've been obsessed with it these days, but i can't help it. it's rather interesting you know! a bit of psychology and why people behave in a certain way and all. i like. :) and what a wonderfully long post tonight. i feel accomplished again cos i haven't typed in such complete sentences for such a long time. heh.
