we just had a dnd make-the-costume-session! i'm on Nick and Elvin's table and we're gonna be dressed as either bathers or toilet objects. haha the thought of sitting next to a toilet bowl makes me want to either laugh damn hard or feel damn grossed out.

i managed to finish my last stats tutorial! even though a million people came in to my room to visit me on Monday night while i was happily watching America's Next Top Model, for some strange reason. traffic that night was particularly heavy! though i'm not complaining at all. haha. had a goooooood conversation late at night on Tuesday and felt a lot better after my ranting/babbling/verbal diarrohea session.

someone once told me that the eyes are the windows to your soul. someone also once told me that he could see the spark in my eyes that a lot of other people couldn't see - even myself it seemed. if that were true, that the eyes are really the windows to your soul, it'd be quite scary because just by looking into someone's eyes, you can see right through all their words and actions and straight into what's in their heart, mind, soul. a lot of people say certain things when they really mean something else.

a perfect example would be me.

"i hate you, you're so annoying." usually translates to "i really like you, i wish you wouldn't make fun of me so much."

ohh but of course with Eng Tat - my wonderful fellow bimbo - whatever i say is usually pretty accurate. no hidden meaning behind! :) someone in hall's finally found the value of bullying me. Trina and Khin and Dree used to do it every single day last time cos they found it funny that i could only defend myself up to a certain point before i internally combust and become completely helpless and unable to deflect any further insults. i think Tat must have figured that out somewhere along the line and started bullying me as a result. haha but it's okay! he makes my life that much more interesting, plus he's a really nice guy (Wilfred's classmate, will you believe it!).

*****

i wanna make you smile
whenever you're sad
carry you around when your artrithis is bad
all i wanna do
is grow old with you
i'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
build you a fire if the furnace breaks
oh it could be so nice
growing old with you
i'll miss you
kiss you
give you my coat when you are cold
need you
feed you
even let me hold the remote control
so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
i could be the man
who grows old with you
i wanna grow old with you.

*****

Paul Twohill sang this song during Singapore Idol today. granted, it wasn't a fantastic delivery on his part, but simply hearing the song made me feel very nostalgic and a bit emo, i guess. it's a super sweet song for a guy to sing to a girl.

i could be the man who grows old with you.

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