i'm in my own room at home now typing all this in! it feels a bit weird to be in my room now that i've been spending most of my nights in my room in hall. and then, it feels weird to feel weird to be in my room. it feels slightly funny to be talking online to my friends when they're all in hall and i'm a million miles away. but i must say i miss the aircon. and my comforter and bed and bear and the smell of my own room. there's something about my room that has my identity stamped all over it. i don't know, it could be a particular smell or the cosy mess or the sight of my things strewn all over the place. but i've definitely missed my room. and my family.

i wanted to go back to hall tonight to watch takraw (haha) but decided against rushing back cos core meeting ended at 1115 only and i was feeling very tired. i'm feeling slightly happier now cos i've finally gotten my allowance for next month! and my mother so generously gave me a slight increment too, which made me even happier. gosh, i realised it's been two weeks since i last saw my mother. that's a really long time, come to think about it. going back to hall tomorrow night after Prak's farewell.

tomorrow's gonna be such a packed day! tuition at 10 in the morning then going out to get a case for my laptop before going to church for ZJ at 430, YouthCharge at 745 and then Prak's place at 10.

ohh, before i forget:

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY YISI!!!

yeah babe, a birthday shout-out for you if you're reading this! haha i'm glad i met you and got to know you, i don't know what i'd do without you in b-block cos you're my favourite b-block girl pal! :) we've been doing crazy things together ever since we knew each other in the Famous 5, from all the things we did for Lester and our dates to accompanying you to dance auditions yesterday and you waking up to pick balls for soccer training at 6am. haha! it's been a blast. lovee!

there're currently 2 songs stuck in my head now. for reasons i shall not divulge because it's really quite retarded. i feel like watching Love Actually again for some strange reason.


*****

you look into my eyes
i go out of my mind
i can't see anything
cos this love's got me blind
i can't help myself
i can't break the spell
i can't even try
i'm in over my head
you got under my skin
i got no strength at all
in the state that i'm in
and my knees are weak
and my mouth can't speak
fell too far this time
baby, i'm too lost in you
caught in you
lost in everything about you
so deep, i can't sleep
i can't think
i just think about the things that you do
i'm too lost in you

*too lost in you/sugababes.

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