i'm completely convinced that days should not begin before 10am. anytime before 10 is still night and should be for sleeping. i went for mass this morning at 8.30am and i practically slept through the entire service. from the moment the opening hymn began, i started feeling sleepy. it didn't help that there was this boy sitting in front of me who kept turning around when we sang. hello, have you never heard someone sing during mass before? i was so tempted to go super close to him and sing just to annoy him.

anyway. what in the world is wrong with my body?? i swear my body's just gone insane on me. i've gotten my period AGAIN, after just 2 weeks. at this rate i'm gonna be getting my period every fortnight. stupid menstrual cycle. i don't even like being a girl sometimes, i don't even want kids sometimes, why do i need my period??? waste of resources and time. at least i'm not cramping up as badly as i used to these days. the miracles of hall, seriously. before moving into hall, i thought i'd die every month whenever my period came cos i used to get severely bad cramps. but the last 2 months have been alright, surprisingly. okay, maybe i shouldn't say too soon cos today's only the first day.

after mass today i spent just a while catching up with the church people and i realised how detached i've grown from them in just the last one-and-a-half months since i moved into KR. i think it's not that i've changed or that they're any different; it's my priorities that've changed. church stuff used to be my top priority during the holidays, but now that school's started i'm starting to see school becoming the non-negotiable in my life.

i'm damn tired still. think i'm gonna go catch a nap before going to the phone shop with Carol cos she wants to upgrade her phone under my line. and there's supposed to be a film project meeting tonight at 12am. i'm willing to bet quite a bit that it's not gonna happen cos we're all gonna forget and i don't particularly feel like pushing. it gets quite tiring to keep pushing for meetings all by yourself. that's why i'm glad i didn't call this one. let's just see if a meeting actually transpires tonight or not.

good night, world. i haven't been getting enough sleep.

10:55 AM;