i am in suchhhhh a good mood today even though not everything about today was good.
like the headache that's been pounding at the back of my head the whole day. or the IT tutorial i skipped. AND the MNO lecture i couldn't wake up for.
but all the sleep i managed to catch by skipping the abovementioned was much craved and much needed, i think. sometimes i forget i need enough sleep, especially when i'm enjoying myself in the nights just talking to people and rushing tutorials.

i'd wanted to sleep BY 230am last night. but 3am came and went and by the time i was all alone in my room with the door closed, it was about 345 already. :) so much for sleeping early! but tonight i must sleep earlier cos i don't think i can contunue functioning like that.
i kinda still want to graduate relatively well.

America's Next Top Model tonight! heh i apologise if half the world thinks it's the most bimbotic show ever, but i don't care, i allow myself that indulgence every Monday night. and Project Runway's coming back to Channel5! bimbotic or not, they're MY kinda shows. haha. light-hearted, brainless and not thought-provoking at all beyond the occasional "omg that was suchhhhhh a bad shot of her. booooo to models."

somehow i think i'm not cut out for programming at all. i do not know how to do ANYTHING on my IT tutorials - hence my complete nonchalance about the module and willingness to sleep through IT tutorials every Monday. i base a lot of things on logic, and if i can't understand the logic behind something, i find it super hard to grasp the concept, whether the concept's complicated or not.

i need to shower and start on my stats tutorial soon. the weather these days have been perrrrrfect for sleeping in - cold and drab and dreary and grey. i want to return back to my old lifestyle of sleeping 10 hours a day curled up like a fat cat on my bed under the covers and being perfectly contented with an occasional pat on the head.

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