Sometimes, I really really don't know what I want.
It's a horrid feeling, not knowing exactly what you want.
But I'm trying hard to reconcile what I want with what God wants of me. Because I believe that when I finally manage that, everything will fall very nicely into place.
Heh. Maybe I'm being idealistic here, but hey! A little faith never hurts.
Spent a good part of the day out. Core team meeting EARLY in the morning at 1030am - which I was late for because I overslept.
Meeting dragged 'til 2 plus. I knew we wouldn't end on time! We were supposed to end by 1230pm. HA! A woman's intuition is always right.
Too accurate sometimes though, in my opinion.
Somethings, you're better off not knowing. Reallyreally.
Then had a wonderful heart-to-heart with Wilfred after lunch.
I felt like I practically laid my heart bare in that one and a half hours I spent talking to him. It's a wonderful liberating feeling, being finally able to share your burden with someone else. And yet, it's such a scary feeling too, knowing that someone has seen you at your most vulnerable and naked.
I felt like that today. Liberation juxtaposed against fear.
I love my girlfriend. :)
Going off for another good chat now!
One thing every girl needs every now and then is a good chat.
I've been blessed with an abundance of that in recent times. Heh.
