It's funny isn't it, how a lot can change in 3 days?
Well, I'm stating a fact. A lot can. I don't even know how or where to start because SO MUCH has happened!
I feel that I shouldn't say too much for now cos there're so many things I have to settle.
Sigh.
Matters of the heart are such a tricky business. Imagine an equation where 1 + 1 = 2. Then you add another 1 to it. The answer should be 3 right? But 1 + 1 + 1 = 0. Somehow somewhere the positives cancelled each other out, only to end up with nothing.

Holiday was good. But coming back to Singapore and reality really hurt. Escaping from everything for the last week was really good. I think it was necessary for me too, although I'd really rather I stayed in my comfortable ostrich-hole, pretending not to see anything coming.
Even now, I don't wanna talk about anything at all. I don't know if it's a sad attempt to pretend away whatever has transpired or what, but I don't feel like talking about anything at all now.

On the upside of everything, I managed to get a tan while on the beach in Perhentian! 3 days in the sun wasn't wasted after all.
And snorkelling was really wonderful. Seeing the fishes THIS close to you just in front of your face, seeing the colourful parrotfish schools darting among the coral, seeing the bright neon blue anemone sheltering a little clown fish in its tentacles, seeing a sea turtle swimming on the ocean floor. It was no wonder then that my favourite song all throughout the holiday was Indescribable.

From the highest of heights to the depths of the seas
Creations revealing Your majesty
From the colours of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique and the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable
You placed the stars in the sky and you know them by name
You are amazing, God.
All powerful, untameable
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing, God.

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go?
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagines the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to give us the coolness of night
None can fathom


Core team meeting tonight. Two words: oh dear.

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