i don't know what the hell i'm getting myself into!!!
omg, seriously.
on Monday, i will be booed offstage, not once, but TWICE.
and the best part is - i'm actually allowing all these atrocities to happen.
why why why why WHY?
sigh. and double sigh.
i would elaborate more, but i think i'll save the whole story til Monday to tell.
cos i'm very certain that i'll have lots to say about the whole episode.

went shopping with Carol and Cheryl today.
i really need a job. asap.
there're manymanymanymanymanymanymany things that i reallyreallyreallyreallyreally wanna buy.
ugh.

tomorrow's gonna be an insane day.
chock full of back-to-back activities.
i'm really not so used to being so busy.
what i am used to is lolling around feeling oh-so-free, reading my books, watching my tv..
not all this... chaos.
but it's good lah, i think. keeping myself busy helps me keep my mind off over-working itself.
aiyah, but howwwww? just thinking about tomorrow makes me feel tired already.
think i must sleep early tonight so i'll have enough energy to sustain me the whole day.
i slept for 9hours last night so i thought i'd be really quite charged up for today, which wasn't that tiring in itself, just thinking about it.
but. by the time afternoon rolled around and i was getting ready to leave the house, i was so sleepy, that all i wanted to do was cancel my afternoon plans and just sleep.
but i thought to myself: cannot. cannot be so lazy. cannot always give in to my tiredness. cannot SLEEP!!
so yes.
going to bathe and sleep now. NOW.

11:31 PM;