I'M SO ANNOYED!!!
shit man i'm so fricking annoyed. my brain's all in a muddle and i don't know what's happening.
this's probably a line that i've repeated a MILLION times, but it still holds true for me.
i'm still struggling to untangle the mess inside and throw out all the emotional baggage but it's taking such a
long time. why, i really don't know.
and every now and then, i'll stop whatever i'm doing and ask myself,
am i finally over all this shit?but no straightfoward answer ever strikes me.
sigh. whatever man. if i kept going on about how damn lost i am, i would never get round to doing anything else.
and now.. and now... ARGH, and now i don't know still!
eloquence has never been my forte.
today made me even more confused, if that's even possible now.
ALRIGHT ALREADY, enough about me walking circles in my own head!
oh dear, i sound positively schizophrenic.
anyway, we got our brand new post-prelim timetable today!
which was quite good, considering the fact that i'm in a 4-sub class.
so. according to my timetable, the latest i get to go home on any one day of the week would be 150pm!
which is really very good, since i used to get off school at about 3 plus pre-prelims.
but factor in the seemingly non-compulsory lit writing practises at 4pm every Tuesday and Thursday and my 150pm week has become nothing but a sad delusion.
because even though these are non-compulsory officially, they are probably compulsory non-officially, for lack of a better way to put it.
how disappointing that i can't get home early anymore.
