i must remember where i save my pictures.
imagecave.com.
yep.
didn't go to school today.
beleagured by the shittified cramps.
3 whole days of lying in bed not doing anything cos of the dizziness in my head.
yucks.
right about now, i'm getting the feeling of impatience that i used to get back in the last few months spent in ij 2 years ago.
it's like a mixture of anticipation and apprehension, with a lot of excitement and dread too.
i think it's got to do with the notion that i'm gonna be moving on in life, not just stuck in time as schooldays always make me feel.
like how i can't wait to face the next chapter in my life cos i'm so sick of the current one.
it's a bit like how i was reading this book about star-crossed Isolde and Tristan the other day, how i just wanted to skip the chapter i was reading cos i couldn't bear to continue to read about the deception and lies, skip the chapter and get to the next one cos i
knew that things would get better in the next one.
i guess life's a bit like that too.
say i'm stuck in a particularly nasty episode now with horrid twists and turns that make me sick to my stomach, and all i want to do is to flip over to the next chapter where i know that things can only get better, if only cos it's too bad to get any worse.
so yeah.
flip flip flip to page 200! turn the pages until the melodrama's all over!
wishful thinking.
i spent practically the whole day online doing absolutely nothing.
what a frightful waste of precious time.
i'm going to force myself away from the computer screen and sit myself at the desk for the next 2 hours for some solid studying.
sigh, then the tv calls tonight.
9pm Chinese show, Stairway to Heaven, America's Next Top Model
MediaCorp should seriously halt such good programming this close to the exams so that perfectly disciplined students like me won't be tempted away.
