today's the last day of prelims!!!! :)
which were rightfully sucky and a disaster, by the way.
but i was farrrr too excited about the fact that i'm DONE with studying like crap for the next few days, at least!
oh yay yay yay yay YAY!
even the horrible invigilator whose favourite past time seems to be picking on my row couldn't severely dampen my mood! just for the record, this particularly irritable invigilator has held my row back ALL THREE TIMES that she's invigilated in the badminton hall.
but i was thinking to myself oh who cares man. it's my last paper, so whatever she does can't upset me anyway!
and to cheer me up even further, i found out that i got the Honour's Night service award thing! i didn't expect to get it actually, since i thought i haven't exactly been behaving in a model student manner in drama.
and after the econs paper (which was oh-dear-God-terrible), the pals went out SHOPPING!!
yes, shopping! something i haven't done for the last month!
although i must say shopping today seemed kind of weird, since i felt kind of like i had to be studying. then i thought to myself: Kelly! what are you thinking? it's not weird to be shopping! it feels so right again!
yeah.
Chels and i reserved some stuff at Fox today which we're gonna look at and hopefully pick up tomorrow, when we'll embark on another shopping spree!
okay, so i know i've repeated the word shopping about a gazillion times in the last few sentences and it sounds bimbotic to the core, but i can't help it! my bimbotic-ness is overflowing since prelims are over and i don't particularly care since i'm so happy!
but i keep reminding myself to start my studying after taking one week off, just so i won't completely lose my study momentum. plus, i gotta study for my SATS which i will so stupidly be sitting for in October, which makes it two exams i gotta study for!
oh but i don't care at this point in time. i will temporarily forget and thoroughly enjoy myself while i can!

oh and i had the most wonderful dream last night that involved soothing images to my eyes.
haha.

10:35 PM;

i have no more life.
i wake up at 10 in the morning, stone around until 11 and force myself to crack open my notes.
any subject - just as long as i study.
i stone some more until it's lunch time.
then i mug and mug and mug until i hit sleepy hour in the afternoon, which varies from anywhere between 2pm and 6pm.
during which i sleep.
then i get up, study a bit more then watch my 7pm chinese show, sometimes gulping down my dinner simultaneously.
i call Trina up to arrange our study session for the night, which takes place from anywhere between 830pm to 12am.
then i get back home, study some more until 2am, then shut off my bedside light and sleep all the way until 10am the next morning.
what kind of frickin' life is that?
i keep telling myself that prelims will start on Monday and be over even before i realise it's over.
that's precisely what's scaring me.
the days are flying by me faster than i could ever have imagined and i'm so tired.
i'm reading Othello now because i can't bring myself to study tourism for human geog and reading Othello just seems productive. but i suspect i'm just wasting time.
i've hit sleepy hour now and i feel so drowsy.
but i haven't done anything at all today yet!!!
my fricking exams are killing me.

3:08 PM;

the grossest thing ever just happened.
i had to extricate a disgusting squashed bug from my printer head!!!
it could've been a cockroach or a gigantic rhinoceros beetle - i don't care and i don't want to know.
all i know is that it was splaying its guts and body parts all over my printed pages.
i remember i almost screamed out loud when i collected the geog stuff i'd printed 'cause there was a whole streak of disgusting icky bug guts across the first sheet of paper. and to top it all off, i found a leg and a wing PLUS all the bug guts on the next sheet.
so i summoned up all my courage, braced myself and lifted up the printer top, ready to face the most disgusting display of squashed bug ever.
using a thick thick wad of tissue paper, i plucked out a fat juicy leg sticking out from under one of the printer rollers.
and the leg BROKE!!!!!
i nearly wanted to just slam down the printer cover and run far far away.
i hatehatehatehatehate dead animals, and bugs are just about the worst of them all.
and flattened dissected bugs with various body parts gone/stuck to my papers/sticking out from under printer rollers scare me to hell.
YUCKS.

9:23 PM;

school passed by me today in a total haze. i was very waspish and snappish and i couldn't put my finger on what exactly was fouling up my mood so bad.
then something else catalysed my annoyance and my already irritated mood took a nosedive for the downright horrid.
"horrid" apparently being an "Enid Blyton" word, of which i had no idea of up until 3 days ago courtesy of Yongxi.
there's an econs mock exam tomorrow at 8am.
i think i'm gonna fail that.
nonono i musn't think that way!

6:41 PM;