the first week of school has finally crawled by!
as in, really c r a w l e d by. the days seemed to drag on forever, for some strange reason.
but it's Friday today, and i've got a looonng weekend to look forward to! :)
i've got ambitious plans all set for this weekend already.
i'm getting geared up for my prelims, which are in... 40 something days.

i was just thinking.
i think the worst thing a loved one can do is to ignore you (not unintentionally or in the name of fun). i mean, yeah, being hated by someone you know is bad. but cold indifference is way worse. at least when someone hates you, that someone still feels something, some emotion, and you can conclude that you must be worth something to that person 'cause he's investing all that emotion in you. but if someone is indifferent, it just shows how you're worth nothing to that person. you're not even worth expending all that feelings on. you're insignificant and whether you live or die doesn't even matter. he doesn't even care if you exist or you don't.
hmmm.
yeshhh, just something i was chewing on on my way home today.

5:44 PM;