Camelot's started its run!
HOORAY!
that means another 3 days til i'm rid of Camelot and drama for good. :)))
was on ushering duty til about 1130 last night.
actually. i could have gone off earlier but Chels and i had to close ticket accounts with Alex.
i don't know why though, since the tickets aren't even ours!
but oh well.
i watched half the show last night.
and i'm very afraid that i'll be sick of the show by Saturday when i do watch it with Tri.
but the half that i watched was good!
Chels and i laughed veryvery hard suddenly in one part of the show 'cause we thought that Lancelot's man looked like a turtle. as in really really like a turtle. then when the funny-ness of the image really hit me, i laughed like crazy! so cute.
couldn't help myself.
and stupid Brandon Foo gave me a puny chive shoot instead of a flower.
a chive shoot's a vegetable!
day off today from school then gotta head down to theatre by 6 later.
thankgoodness for the blue slip 'cause i only got home at 12plus last night.

2:36 PM;

oh. what can i say? i hate you. but what do you know? nothing.
i hate you seems so muted. so subdued. and so irrelevant. so pointless.
and yet i hate you i really really do and no other words seem adequate enough.
prince charming my ass.
there ain't no such thing!

and still, after 10 minutes of sitting here in front of the screen, the only words i can articulate are 'i hate you' and 'shutup' and oh argh i don't know.
i'm at a loss for words and yet i have a million things inside me trying to get out and be heard in words.

6:21 PM;

felt under the weather today so didn't wanna go to school. it was raining when i got up this morning! haha.
woke up with a major sinus attack that left my nose literally running like a tap.
so i went back to sleep after breakfast and got up again at 11am.
then after walking around a bit, i realise that my tummy felt crampy. and i was right!
oh no.
not looking forward to tomorrow.

last night was a good tv night.
watched American Idol then the new season of CSI and CSI: New York AND started on my war lit essay.
wrote all of 1 and one-eighth sides worth of words then decided to devote my full attention to the tv screen.
i plan to finish up my essay today so i can watch American Idol tonight and sleep early!
i've taken to telling my mother that i'm really very stressed 'cause i truly am.
now i think she's afraid that i might be entertaining weird thoughts so she's been telling me that there's more to life than school and whatnot.
heehee. my mother is so funny.

2:13 PM;

i've found out why i've been failing my situps!!!!!!!
i just went to the gym and ran the treadmill, cycled, did the weights and such.
and i decided to do some situps, just to like, test it out.
so i got my sister to hold my feet down for me.
i was doing my situps and had lots of trouble on my 17th situp when our conversation took place.

carol: cheh, you must remember to BREATHE when you do situps!
me: huh? what do you mean breathe? i AM breathing!
carol: nono you're not! you're turning whiter and whiter so i thought i'd better remind you.
me: oh.
carol: yeah, like exhale when you get up and inhale when you get back down.
me: OH. you mean i really wasn't breathing?
carol: you mean you didn't know??

i've been enlightened. i can now pass my situps without having to cheat.

i hope!

went to the botanical gardens for my little cousin's birthday party today in the afternoon.
my cousin's name is Tania and she's very cute!
and according to my aunts and uncles, she looked like me when i was a baby.
no i am not trying to say that i am cute but SHE IS DAMN CUTE!!
unfortch my aunt's going back to Vietnam soon so Tania and her equally adorable brother Darren are going back. on monday i think.
all my younger cousins went to feed the black swans, leaving the adults sitting around the picnic area talking.
but they ended up feeding the pigeons instead i think.
oh and there was one white pigeon that could have passed itself off for a dove that i particularly liked. and there was also one piebald pigeon that i really didn't like 'cause it looked so retarded.
anyway. after chasing some pigeons around (they forgot to fly), i went off with the older cousins to waffletown for some waffles and had a nice catch-up!
lunch tomorrow's at my grandma's place with popiah since my aunt and her family are leaving for Vietnam on monday.
Tian and Carol have decided to use the gym AND swim tomorrow after lunch.
i said i'd join them initially, but after my gymming today, i might just be too exhausted to visit the gym again anytime this week.

stuff i gotta do tomorrow:
-e4 essay outline
-phy geog hydro tutorial 12
-econs tys mcq 17.2?
-econs tutorial 4 essay Q2?
-study tourism notes for test on tuesday.

i don't even know exactly what i have to do!! argh. and i still gotta read The Soldier's Return for war lit. lots of people in class started reading that fairly long ago but i only started last night! i've gotten to page 61 i think, but where am i to find time to read the darn book AND do the rest of my homework?
argh june holidays please come soon!

10:25 PM;

i loveeee my new Samsung SyncMaster 710N monitor. it's so much bigger and clearer than my old one!
i love my new Creative speakers.
MY SOUND CARD WORKS AGAIN!!!!!! :))
and the new VGA card makes my Sims2 game look so muchhhhh better.
a big hoo-RAY for technology!!

the first Forbidding Frightening Friday of the year's finally over!
yesterday was a truly Frightening Friday.
there was the phy geog test on the hydro cycle which i truly know NUTS about.
there was the e1 essay about whether Antony is a tragic hero and blah due.
but the day ended off nicely with a last minute decision to meet Tri in town for dinner!

oh Caesar salad is good, as in taste-bud good and feel-good good.
it's one of those foods that don't leave me feeling guilty after eating!
speaking of food.
i'm addicted to those chewy bars with granola and rice crispies and such.
my house's become a storehouse for all brands of bars!
i eat at least 2 in school everyday. during lessons or recess.
quaker is the best of them all!
and breakfast this morning was good too.
chwee kuey and 2 lotus seed baos.
i hope lunch's gonna be just as good.
i seem to be eating a lot these few days.
it's a sign of things to come!

10:22 AM;

OMG i just typed in a long post about how i was pissed off and in a beyond shittified mood and this stupid computer just wipes the whole thing off in a second 'cause blogger is SCREWED.
RAWRRRRRRRR.
&*&*^^%$#)*&&^%**&!(**&&*^&%

11:26 AM;

OMG stressssssss!!!!!!!!
i'm feeling the pressure of the week, and it's only the first day of this week.
which, happily enough, begins on a tuesday. which means just 4 more days to the next weekend.
but i say it's 4 days too long!
the next 4 days are gonna be among the most stress-filled in my entire life. i think.
there're the 2 essays due on friday PLUS the phy geog test and gp package test on wednesday.
and to top it all off, thursday's gonna be converted to monday.
this means i have PE on thursday now!! :(
it's not fair.
more fridays than mondays are lost, but do they do anything to replace fridays? (fridays, i like 'cause they're short days)
NO.
and i just spent my recess in the library doing some stupid NE quiz that took me almost 2 periods to finish. i didn't know how to do a thing.
and there's a ticketing meeting crap thing after school at bloody 430 today.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
i'm in a shittified beyond shittifed mood today.
bloody HELL.
i need some endorphins quick.
i can't finish my work! i can't finish studying! i'm hungry!
omg omg omg i'm really annoyed.
ticketing meeting??????! at 430??!!
just go and ROT. i literally have a million things to do by friday.
and i BET. that there'll be a lousy irritating meeting tomorrow too.
RAWRRRR.

11:13 AM;