this entire week has been one hell of a rushed affair! it's already FRIDAY, but it sure doesn't feel like a week has passed me by since the last weekend. if this continues, the a-levels may be here even before i know it.
i woke up this morning in a perfectly good mood.
so i decided to use my colourful gradient pins! haha.
but mornings this past week have been quite bad for me 'cause i've been sleeping at 1130pm the past few nights.
and although i've only started to sleep at 1030pm recently, i think my body rather much prefers getting the extra hour or so of sleep. hence explaining my grouchy mornings.
i hate getting up grouchy. my whole day is ruined 'cause i'll be touchy and irritable, though i try very hard to hide my grumpiness.
i know how showing your lousy mood on the outside can affect people around you!
like today when people around me were feeling grouchy and all. i could feel the grumpy vibes!
but i guess everyone's entitled to their bad days. and i think i've had more than my fair share of grumpy-vibey days.
so as the day progressed, i became increasingly frustrated. because i was worried about annoying people around me! i know how i hate it when someone irritates me unintentionally when i'm sulky and all. so i didn't wanna do that today. which was quite stressful!
the image of me cautiously picking my way through a land mine popped into my brain.
econs test yesterday is a confirmed failure. i wasn't mentally prepared to take the test after coming back from the ngee ann poly talk thing!
oh actually. i wasn't prepared for the test, period. i couldn't bring myself to study the night before! which was wednesday night.
i think i must have been watching american idol. and anwar got eliminated and i will boycott the show!!
anyways. i digress.
i must do SOMETHING to save my sorry ass. i got back my e8 essay on tuesday and i got a frickin'
E.
an E for lit is.
is.
is.
oh i don't know but an E for lit makes me wanna cry! E for prac crit!!
that's proof of my inherently lousy lit 'cause e8's the only subject you cannot study for. so. if i suck at e8 which depends solely on your lit ability.
what does that say about me????????
i was quite demoralized by my E.
but as i told khin, i'm a rubber ball and i will bounce back.
i woke up this morning and my eyes hurt too bad to put in my contacts. so i decided to not care about looking utterly stupid in my bent-out-of-shape glasses and wore them the entire day.
and my hair nowadays is in a perpetual mess. the plait won't stay! argh!
gp exam on wednesday was a desperate affair. there were no clocks around where i was sitting and i found out later that the nearest clock which i couldn't see anyway was spoilt.
much thanks to brian who put his watch on his table at an angle so that sabrin and i could see the time from our seats! large watch faces are rather useful.
i thought the essay was pretty alright at first since i chose the science and tech one and i did a science essay quite recently. but after talking to mel about it, i think my essay is the shallowest piece of crap the examiner's gonna read.
and the compre was about gay marriages, and i totally didn't have anything to write for the aq. i wrote two sides of rubbish just to fill up space.
i actually took part in ac's track and field day thing for the first time in my entire life and had javelin FINALS yesterday!!
i told my dad and he was like, HAHAHAHA. you mean no one took part??
and he was right! there weren't really heats and they just called the event FINALS.
which i must say looks pretty good on paper. :)
dad's home for dinner!
this will be my first full meal of the day.
and this is the result of my being totally and completely flatout broke.
bankrupt, if you like.
