i had a good talk with dree today while we were sitting on the taka steps eating our pretzel.
and what she said forced me to think: is it that hard just to say hello?
i don't know.
sometimes, we take our hellos for granted.
what if you and your friend quarrelled and stopped saying hi one day? and since you never came to a resolution with your friend, you never ever say hello to each other again.
that's what i mean by taking our hellos for granted.
how do you know you still like someone?
is it when you can't stop thinking about him/her?
is it when you can't get his/her face out of your mind even though you really really want to?
is it when you immediately start specially looking out for the person when you're in a crowd?
is it when you start to feel extremely self-conscious around the person, even though he/she may not even know that you're near by?
is it when you're able to talk nineteen to the dozen where everyone else is concerned and hand out smiles and hellos like flyers, but when the person approaches, your face is completely frozen and you're scared stiff of even making eye-contact?
i don't know i don't know i don't know.

why does the sun go on shining?
why does the sea rush to shore?
don't they know?
it's the end of the world
when you don't know me anymore.

survivor in about 2hours time. i love ian! the one on survivor i mean. i'm his hugest fan! he's so cute and damn smart to boot. hohoho!
2hours to survivor!
4hours to saturday!

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