met tri in town today to celebrate her end of blocks!
we watched Hitch FINALLY. and i think it was really quite a good show! there was this fat guy in the show who i could totally emphatise with.
you know like how sometimes you do stupid things just to get the someone who you like to sit up and notice that you exist. yeah.
like how sometimes you like someone and you just cannot help yourself even though you know it's a very retarded notion. YEAH.
and then there was the cynical girl who thought love didn't exist. i think i'm like that sometimes too 'cause.. i don't know it just seems that way. then look at what happens to her in the very end. she finds her someone and she's in love, yay we have a happy ending!
aiiites enough about the show even though i think it's a good show and it teaches you stuff everyone should know.
had dinner at crystal jade and i think what made me enjoy today was that i just enjoyed tri's company. as i alwaaaays do! :)
school today was quitee um, dreary. yeah.
that's 'cause it rained super heavily in school and i felt kinda cut off from the whole world. like the only real world that existed was school and the world outside was an illusion.
i get this feeling of isolation whenever it rains.
especially when i'm at home in my room.
i think the rain makes me a selfish person 'cause i always feel i'm the only one who really and truly exists whenever it rains. like i'm wrapped up in my own little world or something.
i think prince was the one who mentioned this feeling of isolation whenever it rains and i never realised i'd always felt this way until he'd brought it up in class.
there's a patch of dried blood on my leg now thanks to the lousy chairs in class. i scratched myself while kneeling and talking to someone and strangely enough it
aches now.
hmm i realised that i've used the word "existed" a gazillion times in this entry.
i should think about expanding my existing vocabulary!
